EstelDreaming

Howdy dear deviants,

Do you have a facebook page dedicated to your art? I recently created one for my photography, so if you do lets 'like' each other and be friends in this wide world of web...linky link.

I really need a new ID, one that is predictably not around 2 years old but that would mean posing for pictures arh. Maybe I need some kind of a theme, something to show who or what I am, the problem is that I don't really know any more. I should somehow go and find myself again.

Having made a fantastic purchase of many rolls of expired film from ebay I have developed two of them so far. One being Unichem ISO 100 and Kodak Max ISO 400, Unichem I've never shot with before and the results  weren't so pleasing, the colours came out a bit too colourful for me and it lacks the grungy effect I so desired.
Kodak is as always great though.

So after a few days I decided to go back to sticking to EstelDreaming on deviantArt, it will be too difficult to get back everything I've accumulated over the years, all of the favourites and those people that I'm watching.

My renamed blog is however here/ Wordpress .

A few days ago when I tried to rewind back the film in my camera I heard a strange sound after which the film refused to be rewind, I went into the  pitch black bathroom to check what was wrong and behold the film was ripped. This was a process I have done so many times, but for some reason this time it all went wrong. I felt very upset, few days before I took a few lovely shots outside of London Planetarium, but i sort of moved on, thinking that those shots can be easily recaptured, plus it'd give me another reason to go back to the Planarian, so the film went into a bin and I bought myself a Holga 120N, because I wanted to get one for a while. Just now I realised what else was on that roll of film, the shots that I took from my and Lucy's adventure in Barbican after dark. Sure, those pictures could be taken again, but what are the chances of me stumbling upon those very same spots again, feeling that same rush when I took those pictures. So I'm crushed at the moment, it's a profound sadness *sighs* times like these make me wish I had a digital camera, but it's not something I can afford any time soon. Meh.

My blog Wordpress .